Friday, March 31, 2006

hmm...so far in school....I do learn alot of things ......lst one...teacher's life is never easy....they dont get to go home early....cos they got tons of work to do............so much.....that I feel pitiful for them..........my colleagues are all very nice people....will miss them when I leave the school..........voice is getting worse....think tml cannot speak at all.....haiz.....no choice.............not because I dont want to see doctor ...I dont have the time at all.....I got so many things packed in school ....after school........even if see doctor got mc...also dont want.....cos I am too behind time....if I dont finish early.....the students dont have enough time for revision....then they do badly.......they will be sad..........i really dont like to see them sad.....but no choice..........so I have to endure all the pain I have and still try to teach................but they dont seem to appreciate......they talk too much...making it impossible for me to teach....in the end i still have to shout.....and it hurts...........maybe its because I dont punish them hard enough....or I dont scold them harsh enough..............but I really dont like them to miss my lesson or get demerit points....they are forcing me.........why people dont appreciate chances.....do they want to wait until everybody gives up on them....then they are happy????kids nowadays are so immature.....how are they going to cope when they go out to society......haiz.....still have to worry about them........sometimes I keep asking........are they worth it for me to put so much effort and heart when they are not appreciate......of cos there are few who are good......and maybe it is these few students who make me hold on to what I hope......hoping I can do a part to help them...in their studies ....and they learnt to be good people in the future.....some consolation though....more students are putting more effort.....but then .....

they are always distracted in class.....so they talk a lot...and disturb the rest......what can I do to help them focus..??? what can they do to help themselves.....?????I really hate giving up on any person....cos I know how it feels to be given up..........I like to help in reducing the hardship or pain that aperson has to endure...and i am still trying...........but then I am too afraid to hope......I always hope the students can do well.....to see their smiling faces when they succeed in getting good results......but then the more i hope.....the likely I have to face disappointments.....I will try though until I leave the school.....at least before I leave..........I like to see that they are more confident in their studies and stay focus.....they will benefit..if they try hard enough......I think I say too much today....think i am talking rubbish....never mind.........I am used to myself...hahahaha

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